Poop day is poop.

I am so sorry for the lack of regular posting recently. I feel like it's something I used to be so good at and I really don't know what's happened. 

All day today, I've been trying to plan and write posts but my head has just been filled with feeling emotional and poop. I always seem to get ideas, begin planning and then talk myself out of it because I end up annoyed or frustrated at myself. 

With Christmas being next month, I'm feeling so stressed. Last year we barely got presents for anyone due to lack of funds, and it looks like it's going to be the same this year. It's officially been a year and a half since I was last able to work and it doesn't look like it's going to get easier to do any time soon. Frustrated isn't the word. What makes it worse is the fact that we need so much ourselves, but we are are only just scraping by. 

I would never give up on WFF. It's been two months now I think since I last filmed a YouTube video and I feel like I've let my subscribers down enough.

I'm sorry this post has been a pretty negative one and pretty damn moany. I just felt like I owed a bit of an explanation as to why things haven't been so regular on here recently. I think I have a lot to work on and hopefully things will get back to normal soon. 

Right now I'm just waiting for the Mr. to get home so I can have some cuddles.

I hope you are all really well, I kinda miss you guys.